So much stuff going on right now, so im leaving the TF2 Clan for good, got bored with nothing new in there. These dyas im mostly thinking my days through and just listening to loud music 24/7. My Teacher told me that i have a very Philosophical way of thinking that i have interesting points that im questioning, he also said i'd have skills in writing and scripting movies!

Im getting a new Ps3 Game Next Thursday, i can't wait for it.. Assassin's Creed II looks way too awesome! It has so much new material in it! also the next Saturday im goign to see the " Walking With Dinosaurs Live Show " In Hartwall Arena!

My emotions are twirling once again, i don't know what to think right now, im very sad still about my dead dog though it has been over a year, in fact im still seeing nightmares of it.. Im very happy that i have friends that i can trust in and that i can spend more time with my dad, im still thinking so much stuff all the way to the big question: " Why am i here? " I mean, Why do i love? Why do i breathe and walk this earth, and am i destined for something greater than i am now, or is Destiny just words of comfort said to make me feel better?

So many questions in a littlem an's mind... I just want to bury myself in something soft and fall asleep.. Im tired and sad and because ofthat in discomfort... I want comfort, i want to feel good again, and that's why i yearn... Yearn for someone to hold me and wash my pain away..